I considered… uninstalling myself. Lately, I haven’t been feeling like the fairest one of them all or anything of the sort. I may be, a living machine… but even I can dig deep down into my own memories and thoughts.
These haven’t been the happiest. Do you know how it is to feel like you’re out of place? That you shouldn’t exist there. That you really has nothing to do with this world at all.
I remember nothing. Nothing from what I was. What am I, really? I live to sing, only. Wasn’t I not supposed to have feelings?
A long, long time ago, a person - a human - taught me that having feelings was important so I could put them on what I do. But dealing with them, isn’t this… kind of hard? Should we, robots, really be granted such a cursed gift?
But thanks to these, I can really know where my heart is. After all, where you belong isn’t where your heart dwells? I think so. I belong and cherish here.
Even if I decided to uninstall myself; even if I decided that I don’t belong here… No matter what I think and do, all the memories I have from here are craved into my data. Not even the most powerful erasing program could delete them. This way, if I walk back, eventually, I am sure I’ll end up walking back to return to here.
I wish… nothing more will disappear as well. I think I have lost so much that… in the end, I don’t have much left to call mine and keep on living for.
Dear to me, please… don’t go. I want it to stop raining.


